Your Decision

Well, my blog today is my friend's story that he like one girl. He like her a lot, he care about her, he nervous when she got hurt and he got mad when she got trouble. However, she known how much he like her but when he call her, she always mention about her old boyfriend. Every time when she mentions with him about that, he becomes crazy, he doesn't want she know he got crazy when he talking but after that, he always find someone to talk with.He is popular with underground music, student in his school and with others. The sad thing that he popular but lonely with the night, no one care about him, no one know him and no one know his feeling. No one know what his thought, what he is doing. However, he brave that he tell the girl who he love how much he love her, tell her what he thinking, tell her what does he want, tell her what he is doing, he share with her everything about himself. The sad thing is she know it, she love him but she still scare about getting hurt after broke up, she scare about getting lonely after care too much about someone and become a habit that receive everything from someone. I don't know what she did to him but one day, he become a bad person, he didn't care about everything, he didn't care about his health and he just want to drop everything behind. At that time he like a death person, no feeling, no thinking and don't want to do anything. Everything bad is coming to him, but one day he got a fight and then he have to go to hospital. Few days later, he appears in front of me and tell everything, I didn't think that he change too much, his thought, his words and the way he talking. After that fight, he thought about what he did and everyone care about him. He said that was his fault, didn't think about the result he would get. He right now is better than that time, the person that he love become more and more care about him after he what he did.

Your decision is changed everything around you, your decision may be bad but if you changed after that, everything is getting better. Don't be despair when everything getting worse, just look at the place happy, just smile even everything is worse with you.