Your Decision

Well, my blog today is my friend's story that he like one girl. He like her a lot, he care about her, he nervous when she got hurt and he got mad when she got trouble. However, she known how much he like her but when he call her, she always mention about her old boyfriend. Every time when she mentions with him about that, he becomes crazy, he doesn't want she know he got crazy when he talking but after that, he always find someone to talk with.He is popular with underground music, student in his school and with others. The sad thing that he popular but lonely with the night, no one care about him, no one know him and no one know his feeling. No one know what his thought, what he is doing. However, he brave that he tell the girl who he love how much he love her, tell her what he thinking, tell her what does he want, tell her what he is doing, he share with her everything about himself. The sad thing is she know it, she love him but she still scare about getting hurt after broke up, she scare about getting lonely after care too much about someone and become a habit that receive everything from someone. I don't know what she did to him but one day, he become a bad person, he didn't care about everything, he didn't care about his health and he just want to drop everything behind. At that time he like a death person, no feeling, no thinking and don't want to do anything. Everything bad is coming to him, but one day he got a fight and then he have to go to hospital. Few days later, he appears in front of me and tell everything, I didn't think that he change too much, his thought, his words and the way he talking. After that fight, he thought about what he did and everyone care about him. He said that was his fault, didn't think about the result he would get. He right now is better than that time, the person that he love become more and more care about him after he what he did.

Your decision is changed everything around you, your decision may be bad but if you changed after that, everything is getting better. Don't be despair when everything getting worse, just look at the place happy, just smile even everything is worse with you.

Have you ever regret what you chose?

Have you ever asked yourself that you date or love someonne because of what? You love her because of her beauty, money, the way she talk to you or the beauty of her personality? Have you ever asked yourself that you can drop everything to go with her?

At the age of 18, you can do what ever you can as long as you believe you can do it and try all your best to do it. At the age of 18, you can decide to do something that later you maybe it not worth for you to do it. However, at that age, you never regret what you did or your decision. Teenagers and 18 is the best time that you ever had in your life because it is the period that you think you can have everything and take a risk to do something. In my opinion, your decision about your future job, your decision to drop everything for someone that let you never regret for that. I never feel regret for what I chose or my decision about my future and my decision to follow the girl I care the most, the girl I miss the most and the girl I love the most right now. I always ask myself that why people love someone because of her beauty, her family or something else and then broke up with her because of her past, her trouble or something. I can drop everything behind and do what ever she want, she ask and listen to her when she need. If you really love someone, don't care about her past, care about the beauty inside, care about what she did to you and care about how she love you.

People maybe don't understand each other, but at least yourself can understand what you want, what are you doing and what do you think.